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August 29th, 2006
08:20 am
summers boyfriend found a dog.
its cute. no owners have stepped forward.
so i named him joey. joey nubler, thats his rock star name. heweights 4.4 pounds and i like to refer to him as my paris hilton dog.
he has a streak of black in his tail and his ears. those are his rock star streaks.
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April 15th, 2006
10:56 pm
List 10 musical artists you like (do this before reading the questions below).
01. hanson
02. butch walker
03. the working title
04. rufus wainwright
05. howie day
06. marvelous 3
07. the films
08. will hoge
09. the killers
10. graham colton band
What was the first song you ever heard by 6?:
freak of the week, duhhh
What is your favorite album of 8?:
blackbird on a lonely wire
What is your favorite lyric of 5?:
i wanna turn it around for you. dont turn away.
How many times have you seen 1 live?:
three? four? i dont know.
What is your favorite song of 7?
lately it has been The Kind Of Day
Is there a song of 3 that makes you sad?
Cabaret. i was listening to that song when i found out ryan died. the first words i heard at that moment was "did i say goodbye? you'll be gone tomorrow. and im crying in your arms but you're not here... and i can see your face... everytime i close my eyes this cabaret......oh ill remember everything you said to me..oh, the day i release you in my heart i'll say goodbye......i'll take time to write down everything you said to me..."
it was horrible. i still cry when i hear it.
What is your favorite lyric of 4?
theres WAYY too many.
What is your favorite song by 8?:
so cool
How did you get into 3?:
went to a battle of the bands to see friends and they were there. it was love at first sight.
What is your favorite song by 2?:
oh my god every butch walker song EVER. hehe.
What is a good memory concerning 9?:
david.
Is there a song by 8 that makes you sad?:
nah
What is your favorite song of 1?:
More Than Anything!
How did you become a fan of 10?:
i had to pick up their cd at the recording studio for the radio station i worked for and i saw them live the next night and fell in love.. :)
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April 3rd, 2006
02:50 pm
everything i feel right now is said right here:
You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair
You know you just keep me hanging round
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't wanna see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown
And it's alright
Yeah, I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just, take your love and hit the road
Cause nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go
Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
You can get it over with and let me move on
Don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me
I can clean it up you see
Just as long as you're gone
You're not making up your mind
It's killin' me
You're wasting time
I need so much more then that
Leave the pieces when you go
Leave the pieces when you go
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April 2nd, 2006
01:20 am - 10 things i hate about you.
I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick.
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call,
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even close;
Not even a little bit;
Not even at all.
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March 28th, 2006
06:55 pm - annoyed with life
sometimes i just want to sit in my room and cry.
a lot lately.
i don't know why i'm just not happy anymore. i think it's because im unhappy with where i am. I've been forced to write this career paper for one of my classes on what i want to do in life. and i have no fucking idea. i realized im unhappy with public relations and business. i have NO idea what i want to do. it makes me upset and angry.
and then theres this pressure from my family of always doing well in school. i'm doing pretty shitty this semester to be honest with you. everyone wants me to quit my job. i just want to quit at life right now. i just want time to figure everything out. figure myself out. figure my life out right now.
everything is hurting me. i missed mark when he came down here last week because of work. i havent seen him in a year and it makes me want to bawl my eyes out because i miss him.
my living situation is shit for next year. my parents want me to live with my brother but he has NEVER ONCE given me the time of day. why the hell would i live iwth him?
so anywayy. theres my venting for this evening..
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September 1st, 2005
02:45 pm
it feels like the end of the world is coming.
this old man came into my work today and said "we're going barreling fast towards the end just like in the book" and i was like "what?"hes like "the book." and i was like "what book?" and hes like "the Bible" hes like "everyone wants to ignore it... but its coming.. fast" then i argued with him over drilling in anwar.
everywhere in cola is almost out of gas.
this sucks
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July 14th, 2005
12:05 pm
i hate the summer. please make it fall really really soon.
thanks, <3 kodi.
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April 27th, 2004
12:32 am
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April 25th, 2004
02:08 pm
i woke up today with blood covering my ear. i honestly think my tragus is like "BITCH I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU IF U PIERCE ME ONE MORE TIME ALL HELL IS GOING TO BREAK LOOSE" it sucks. my ear really hurts too. i didnt even sleep on that side. it just decided to bleed. it hates me.
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April 24th, 2004
08:13 pm - a brand new orange instead...
i'm sad.. i absolutely love charleston but everything is going to be different in a matter of two weeks. this year is almost at its end, and im actually finding it to be really sad. not because of classes... but you know how you get into a routine.. and then something goes and fucks it all up? yea.. thats whats gonna happen. Change. But you can't stop it. you just have to keep rolling on with the flow. so today was quite interesting. went to folly beach, down to the battery, and to the market. I felt so much like a tourist, but it was fun. I still cannot find a necklace i want. Arg, i want a hemp one but i dont want one of the small ones.. but not one of the huge big ones either.. im so picky. plus, it cannot have metal on it because i'm allergic to that shit. Oh well... I will keep on searching.
so anyway, i think im going to go now. i cannot decide what i'm doing tonight. im not in the mood to go out... but i know i should. so, i will figure it all out and let you know tomorrow what events went on tonight.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/cold.gif) cold
Current Music: albratross and ivy by limbeck :)
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01:57 pm - i feel like its time to.. recap.
so as i sit here eating my warmed up lo mein noodles *YUM* im recapping everything that happened this past week.
it really scares me as to finding out what i found out about some people i graduated with. one of my good friends in HS, jordin kerbs, told me shes engaged. i honestly cannot believe some people.. who are 18!!!! are engaged. thats nuts. and then i found out this other girl i went to HS with, amy verberg, is getting married because SHES PREGNANT! Thats fucking nuts. Gawd I cannot believe that. I guess I'm still rather proud to say I'm a virgin. Not because of religious reasons because hell, we all know I'm not religious at all. And not because I think sex is going to be this wonderful amazing thing, just because, I dont think I'm ready to have to deal with that kind of shit afterwards. The whole idea of taking a chance and stuff.. plus being allergic to latex does kind of have a big effect on the decision. Haha. And as far as being engaged... hell I still haven't dated someone I truly care about... I still haven't gone into a relationship thinking "i want this to last as long as one can imagine." As scary as it seems, I think I probably will end up never getting married. I don't think I'll ever fall in love with someone who feels the same way about me. That really does terrify me. I don't want to die alone.
Besides that, this week has been really good. I went to the beach yesterday and attempted to get sun. That didn't really work. Ha. My skin is just officially bleached out. I got my tragus repierced too. I'm glad. I really like this piercing. I hope I don't have as much trouble with it as I did before. Theres only 3 more days of school left. It's great. I'm going home wednesday.. but I want to stay for Will Hoge. I absolutely love that man. His live performance is amazing. But... getting a hair appointment and shit comes first. I know, I'm lame. But seriously my roots are like almost an inch long! ick! No one can tell but I can.. I KNOW theyre there. I'm such a weirdo.
Alright well... im going to go take a shower now. I didnt get up til 2 today because *SOMEONE* decided to call our dorm room 5 times and then bang on the door/kick the door/write on our door at 5 fucking AM because he was drunk. Thanks mark.
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Current Music: limbeck- i wrote this down
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April 23rd, 2004
April 22nd, 2004
07:56 pm - its done.
i got my tragus repierced today. yey. i am happy.
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April 20th, 2004
06:42 pm - :)
so today has been a great day.. ive been kind of procrastinating but its okay! i woke up, went to english, took my Geology lab final, walked out with confidence... went and bought hansons new cd... the dvd version (YEY) and then came back and listened to it. then went to see jump's instore.. haha i felt so bad b/c claire wanted their autographs so we stood in line.. and i dont really know the guys... i kind of know ward b/c he sees me at johnnys all the time.... anyway.. matt looked at me like "wtf u didnt buy our cd"... haha or "wtf u dont want my autograph?" i dont know... im just not into the autograph shit anymore.. unless it is hanson. haha. and i already had bought a 20 sumin dollar hanson cd... i cant afford buying theirs right now. their instore was good tho. theyre so fucking talented. so anyway.. ive gotta get some work done. the working title is playing tonight. i absolutely love that band. hanson and twt in one day. its just... wonderful.
Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: Hanson Get up and Go :)
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12:04 am
You're "Jessie's Girl" by Rick
Springfield
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April 19th, 2004
08:14 pm - heyy
hey im bored so im posting pics. yey to pics! too bad none of them are new...
 this one time.. at this valentines day party.. i got really drunk and told everyone i wanted to kill brantley cuz he hooked up with someone else. yea, that night i was fucked up and out of my mind. the night of the bitch. haha.. thats me and dj. he used to play for the working title. i was drunk and went up to him and hadnt talked to him since he left the band. i said "dj do u remember me" and he said "yea.. but i dont remember your name." haha... yea... i was fucked up. and then i lost my camera twice. dj found it in the bathroom the first time. brady found it on a bed the second time.
 i'm friends with this guy named johnny diamond. he is a manager for bands. he is cool. one time me, him, little d, jodi, nate, and a bunch of other ppl had a party at his dads house when he was out of town. we got really drunk and watched porn. johnny came out of the room with this hat on and a flower in his mouth. i just had to take a picture.
 last year crystal and I were really excited about moving to charleston for college so we went on trips down here all the time. this is a time when we dragged meredith and lydia with us. wow. my hair was really blonde.
 one time i talked parker into coming over to my dorm and hang out with me. he was really drunk. i made him tell the story about the "you will not eat my pussy" lady at the gas station to all my roommates.
 for elises birthday this year we all got along and went out to eat and then went to the beach. elise and i are really different but lately we've been getting along really well. im going to live with her this summer. come see us in charleston.
 this is in the background but u cannot see us. sara thought it would be funny to pick me up and go and throw me in the ocean. i, however, found it to be very mean and cold--literally.
 these are the guys I usually hang out with. haha we all look funny in this picture. i went through a phase were id just sit there and take one shot of vodka after another. i was fucked up before we even went out. this was a night when we went to brady's friend Chad's house for a party. yep... that was an interesting night. haha.
okay thats if for now.. i hope i kept yall entertained.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/suns/silly.gif) crazy
Current Music: howie day i'll take you on
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April 18th, 2004
11:33 pm
 OKAY... should i get this (MY TRAGUS) repierced??? yes? no? what??
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08:15 pm
i always have dreams of losing teeth. check out this. its almost scary.
Dreams about losing one's teeth are common and suggest the dreamer feels powerless or out of control in a real life situation. If teeth are falling out: Apprehension about maturing and facing independence and responsibility; loss of attractiveness
scaryyyy this is the site its from http://nobara.0catch.com/dd/body_parts.html
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April 17th, 2004
11:51 pm
so as random as it is... my mom called me a little after midnight tonight. she was in tears. my brother and her got into a fight, and my dad then yelled at her too. scott hasnt been coming home. hes 16. he thinks he can stay out as late as he wants. plus, his teeth are going cricked b/c he hasnt been wearing his retainer, AND we've spent all the money on professional bleaching shit and his chewing tobacco has turned them nasty brown. he doesnt answer the phone when we call. so now im talking to her online. to hell with going to a party tonight. laundry, hw, and talking to mom. sounds like a great saturday night. well... not really. but my mom comes first before myself and friends.
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